 Wednesday, November 16, 2005
darn that stupid pop up blocker, and now i cant out any photos.. cuz the page is blocked. stupid, sometimes, it just sucks. ergh.. nvm..
Haiz, anyway.. i duno what.. im jus feeling very disappointed.. ****ed up.. haiz. i know.. i think its just the fact that im stuck in the libray with nothing to do and listening to soapy ballads. its jus so demoralizing. i thought today i could somehow see him for awhile. but while looking forward to it, i was so shockingly dampen when he said he was too tired to meet me. i understand but, it was only for awhile? now, even though he said he couldd meet me if i wanted to, i totally have got no mood already. i mean, u already said that ur tired, and u made urself clear that u didnt want to meet, so you dont have to ask me whether i wanto see u or not, or whether i am sad. so what? ur still tired. if u meant to wanto sincerely meet me, even for that short period, u wouldnt even mention that ur tired. and its after all the fun u had, ur tellin me now that ur tired. DUH. when i was like almost half dead, and u asked me if i was ok. i didnt reply, cuz i didnt have the energy too.. u didnt even send another msg of concern. and u said.. i didnt reply, and that uu forgot that i was not well. wau, thanks alot. ur concern is so appreciated. its jus so like you to make me so pissed off and pretend that nothing ever happened. I AM STILL ILL.. and ur not even asking. how many other boys who are not so close to me.. at least asked.. twice if i was ok and ask me to rest. sometimes, i just duno who are you. the next time you wanto have fun, jus forget u have a girlfriend la ok. dammit.
i didnt make it to sch yesterday due to very severe pains and i think i missed out on quite alot of stuff. im pretty stressed up right now. cuz i duno where to start from.. what to start from. and how to start. its like.. im jus pinned down by so many things and i duno how to start off. i have got no ability to even start. bleah.. whatever. haiz..
okay lah, think i got to go. tc.
from Regynna 2 u @ 11:32 AM
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