 Thursday, September 30, 2004
seriously.. i feel like all that now lorh.. so upset i also duno why.. thats why so fed up... to be a cancerian.. moody and sensitive until i go and scold my dearest.. aiyah.. what to du..
i fail english.. that realli irks me. haiz.. i hate it! i never wanto fail english.. shit..
wanto say very sorry to faizal.. i didnt mean to keep snapping at you.. there are so much to think about. tmr i will be fine.. so so sorry.. oki..
anyway... i hope things btw ppl in our class would just be open and stop stabbing each others back somehow.. it doesnt help or benefit anyone.. 4e1.. i wanted it to be a united class... but... so mani ppl are talking behind each other's back.. and i hope.. we'll all be more tactful in the way we speak or act.. and including.. me.. i hope to stop being a hypocrite..gtg.. bye
from Regynna 2 u @ 7:36 PM
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
harlo.. everyone.. hrm.. just write a little abit onli lahz.. im so tired also duno why.. mus be cause din take afternoon nap jus now.. than just do maths.. sian.. haiyah.. but what to do also... o levels cert follow u for life.. cannot afford to laze.. but hahar.. later i wanto tidur laz... buay tahan liaoz..
ya.. my darling bring my hp hme sia.. than i cannot msg him.. but its perfectly alright yang.. haha.. cuz u know where u always belong! kk.. gota go now...
from Regynna 2 u @ 8:26 PM
Monday, September 27, 2004
heya.. everyone.. finally finish my prelims.. but most definitely there is still the last lap.. hrm.. sad sad.. but i haf to work for it i guess..
anyway.. i couldnt du today's a maths paper... wtf.. i thot maybe if i tried hard i could finally at least get 50% for my a maths.. at c6.. hrm.. but i think.. i'd get my f9 again.. haiz.. jus now i had this stupid stupid stupid panic attack.. what could i do? a linear graph... matrics.. functions.. what the hell.. i couldnt do them????? haiz.. haiz.. :( aiyah.. so fed up with myself loh.. arGGGHhhhhhhhhhhh...
think today i jus watch tv tv tv.. eat eat eat.. hrm.. so angry with myself.. haiyah.. i go liaoz. byebye..
from Regynna 2 u @ 9:02 PM
Saturday, September 25, 2004
ha.. pink is nice okie.. i know i use to not like pink.. but its a decent colour... but it doesnt mean tt those hu like pink are innocent.. hehe.. esp referrin to.... :) okie.. im bored.. but.. not realli lah.. jus the thot that i haf to get back buryin my head back into my books again irks me..
i just came back from dinner with nurulia.. at kim san leng.. wanted to eat the mixed rice but ended up haf to eat... prawn noodle.. so cartoon.. cuz the mixed rice so mani ppl.. irritating..okok la.. but i eat until damn full.. one pathetic bowl of prawn noodle n im bloated.. tts why i cannot eat almk.. today was spent in school.. the whole mornin to be exact.. 8am to 1pm was a maths.. on relative velocity.. wth du they wan with me.. my life? used.. up every energy of my studyin spirit.. until when i went hme.. to see gan didi... i so wanto jus stay there and see him.. than slp... than wake up.. aye.. old liao.. 61yrs old.. than i know im dying soon.. so cont'd sleepin.. how nice.. than went to games rm study with nurulia and yina.. yina wanted to see her 7pm show. .. so dinner was left with me n nurulia. but it was fine!! haha... full dinner.. washed down with the perfume green tea... (justea).. hehe
we saw this duplicate of yee wei jus now... and a lousy photocopy of elaine.. the sec two one.. haha.. my sister's friends.. haha.. yeewei ah.. u got duplicate sia.. think tt one can more be ur twin than mk.. same fairness than talk also same sia.. onli thing she is primary six.. n unfortunately taller than u.. haha. but.. it doesnt matter.. hah.. both also so pretty.. hahahah..btw.. her name is... jiajia.. nice right..
i duno why.. but i feel tis impendin pressure on me.. and it wont go away.. i failed a maths paper one and i have to pass in order to get into at least a JC.. cuz i totally duno what to du in poly... im not scared of having nth to du in the first 3 months... ive got work.. prepared.. haah.. with david's help.. yahr? hrm.. i so scared sia.. of course my classmates are also scared.. if secondary one and two i could do it.. why not tis sec 4 yr? o levels.. arent meant to kill us... why must i be so scared of it? jus du it like any normal end year exam.. onli tt this is held in november.. aha right not.. nurulia... i kp askin you cuz i know u rd.. my blog mah.. and amanda.. too if she comes in.. haha..
erh... i duno.. but i know tt my abang.. is realli stress that bout his studies.. totally want him to chill.. but its not the time to play go out.. to the movies and relac... so i seriously.. although i feel for him.. i feel extremely helpless bout it.. and thats not a nice feeling.. its jus like wacthing someone.. almost.. gettin drowned.. you wanto help but ur being tied up urself.. how awful can tt be? especially when its to the one you love? truly love.. hrm..
so funny.. suddenly turn to blue colour.. haha... tmr would be another hectic day for me.. nurulia.. and yina.. study and study... its makin me go bonkers.. i can jus run infront of an oncoming car.. and BANG.. byebye.. thats nice.. or maybe... turn on the kitchen gas.. and stay in there.. and jus die.. hh.. tts nice too.. slow.. death.. know what.. if my prelims.. i can get a 20 point... i think i will... be extemely extremely siao.. haha
byebye for now... i gtg and study lorh.. haha..
from Regynna 2 u @ 9:12 PM
Thursday, September 23, 2004
hey lo.. blog.. ive been realli realli studyin.. almost can die loh.. bah.. hrm.. not.. jus after physics.. paper... im hme.. haha.. and pure physics ppl are still in the hall now... best wishes guys!
hrm.. im realli tired.. sia.. sleepi and all.. but can nv gif in to slp.. thats the weakest pt..u might jus slp ur life away i tell you.. hrm.. emaths paper.. was said to be easy.. by ah koh.. but.. i didnt find it easy.. whats more.. paper 1 they consider difficult and i think its better than p2.. sumthings very wrong with me le.. haiyoh...
than.. a maths p1 i know i fail already.. ah koh was sumhow.. hintin jus now... so i realli got to work hard for p2... a maths determine.. a place in JC.. w/o marks in tt... im nv going to jc.. haiz.. how can!!!!!!! i have to go the correct path to jc... than onli can i go to the university... hrm.. 38 days.. n im up..
now.. at hme.. llistenin to music.. haha.. relac a little while... but.. hrm. think i gota go now.. to all the pure sci ppl.. erh.. tmr got maths.. at 1pm.. okie.. byebye!
from Regynna 2 u @ 2:09 PM
Saturday, September 18, 2004
hah... for a moment i was afraid.. the blog wont work again.. haha.. but.. ta-da! it did.. hah.. good good.. great.. erhm.. oh ya.. i'll kp tis short.. gota rush back to my bks.. tis is what happenes... when u du things at the eleventh hour hah.. realli.. i mean.. i havent got much time left.. to prelims.. which determines my first three months.. hah.. oh well.. hrm.. scared! very scared.. but.. its no use to fret and du nth.. its jus a mere two days away.. i gota rush..
and today.. early in the mornin... i woke up at six.. came out to the living.. rm.. on my iron to iron my shirt.. than i thot.. "hrm.. a moment of sleep wont make me late.." and tt moment.. lasted one hr.. omg.. thats a very long moment.. as a result.. my iron was super hot.. and my toilet llights were on for an hr.. for nth.. haha.. and.. i stood faizal up for half an hr... so so sorry dear.. i didnt mean too..
so.. at nine.. there this math test again.. which i didnt finish.. and.. oh.. i did finish but.. erh.. hrm.. erh.. there was plenty of blanks.. which equals.. to did not du.. which is didnt finish la.. confirm fail.. rmb yest i had a test.. and i got it back.. well guess what... the expected happened.. hehe.. i failed with an F9.. they say.. its not safe to be used to failin.. well.. a little.. but haha.. im not going to give in to tt... im gona work and pass my a maths.. even by a mark.. hah
i nd lots and lots of practice... dreams.. nothing else matters as long as we believe.. haha.. it will and must come true.. yah.. haha okei. after.. maths.. stayed in sch.. study a little ss... that means.. one sentence.. hah.. than erh.. went zapla.. with zal, fatin, mk.. ate.. they buy tae from mos burger... u know tt.. lemon tae with milk?? hah.. nice sia.. after tt.. i go back to games rm.. and du e maths paper... du until.. 6.30pm haha. so funi.. than study abit of.. ss.. agian.. maybe two sentence.. than i came hme.. moment.. i came hme.. wash dishes... that i didnt use.. almk.. if not they would probably be left there.. for a few days.. no body's hme all the time.. u see..
so.. is tt a long day or what? out for 12 hrs... and im basically.. fightin my eye lids now.. their so heavy.. probably weigh one ton each.. if the close.. i lose.. man.. i cannot. they must be opened.. till.. hrm.. till.. 2am.. or 3 am..
okei.. think i beta go start.. tata! take care all!! and.. one thing.. al the best to everyone.. takin.. n levels.. or o levels prelims... or the actual..... FULL FORCE!! its onli ahile... go... gila after tt.. hah.. kke.. buai!
P.S: HaRPi.. bArfDAe tO rOy!
from Regynna 2 u @ 8:33 PM
Friday, September 17, 2004
omg.. haha.. tis is finally.. after a few wks.. thanks to fish..hueva that was.. hehe.. anyway.. the one wk break is over.. and... another wk is over after sch started... and... the wkend is here... haha.. next monday.. is dooms day... u know what i mean? thats prelims.. haha... and prelims.. means.. haiz.. n i havent studied.. haiyoh.. hah..
anyway.. the one week holiday.. i had.. study camp.. held by the sch.. thnks to the sch for once.. i managed to at least study abit and did quite alot of maths.. if i stayed at hme.. cobwebs might have gathered in my mind.. or sum part of my body could have rot.. haha.. well.. it didnt.. in fact... my a maths have improved a little.. but... still not.. gd almk..
meiker's birthday came and went.. and.. i bought for her a present! so du say i not good sister oki... complain complain...
hah... n ya.. faizal bought me an adidas watch for our 13 mths.. boy was i surprised and... he did realli realli surprised me! hah.. thank you so so so much!!
hrm.. not onli is my prelims coming... i have alot to study alot!!!! like.. social studies... geog.. chem.. physics... maths.. e n a...i am going to.. drop dead soon.. ha.. anyway.. nvm la.. think i go liao i got not much to say today.. very tired... my brain juices were drained.. after the a maths test just now.. i think im gona fail that one.. omg..
i gtg now.. anyway.. harpi bUrfdAe!!! to... royston.. darius.. and aaron.. hu is one week later.. okie.. all the best in everyone's prelims! bye!
from Regynna 2 u @ 8:05 PM
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
Just helping her to see what's the problem with her bloggy...
Regynna, my conclusion is that it lies with your computer... Try to refresh it as much as you can...
from Regynna 2 u @ 11:30 PM
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