 Saturday, April 30, 2005
its been long since i last post haha.. now im in chuan eng hse with zal n jason.. yeps.. their playing thier stuff... yeps..
i haf a hike tonight. n i expect alot of fun.. haha,
i think i would la. cuz its night time.. haha.. i jus hope i can draw
anw, tues till fri i have camp hehehe... oh my.. busy busy..
k lahz... blog awhile onlie... gtg..
from Regynna 2 u @ 4:16 PM
Thursday, April 21, 2005
actualli i have many reasons to be angry n upset n be realli pissed of.. know y.. cuz i've got ppl hu r around me.. hu r the same.. they r jus so unreasonable..
haiz.. im so angry lahz.. the moment my parents step into the hse, they make so much noise.. ok.. n furthermore, yina n jasmine was here.. im not embarassed.. they're jus duin tt to themselves.. i could have screamed at them man.. i dun fuckin care...
the rice cooker, i wasnt hme the whole freakin day today, i couldnt wash the cooker, duh?? it was in the basin, on top of a plate n fork, i lifted the cooker n washed the plate n fork.. i didnt have the time for the cooker.. ya, so i left it there.. nite time, mother comes in n spots it, n scold me like anything.. why nv wash.. lazy lah.. tis n tt.. w/o askin.. y!! y!!!! im no maid.. i didnt eat dinner at hme.
im tired lahz... haiz, my father wont quit messin around with the dog, he jus likes to scare it, if it dies sooner then it should i know hu to blame.. it isnt us, its him. he thinks he is so big scaring a dog.. whats up.. cant pick somthing ur own size?? i was so worried for it, cuz it was leashed.. it kps wantin to back away from my father.. the leash caught onto its neck, told nytta to put him at the back, she say nvm.. then i see my dad.. disturbin it again so i warned nytta n she did.. what my father say?? " only know how to order ppl, duno how to do it urself.. huh feed also mus call n ask ppl to feed.. duno how to feed ur own" fuck it.. okie, he was referrin to yesterday. i was late to feed rocky, i called hme askin my sster to feed first, is tt wrong???? hell no!!
then jus now?? my mum ask me to pull her white hair.. im tired.. n shacked.. n when i dun wan means i dun wan... then she started sayin what kind of daughters.. huh.. what shit, what lah.. now ask u du a little bit thing also dun wan.. next time sure wont gif money.. threatens to pull the internet connection wire.. n did.. childish act.. i refused.. say so many things.. like not filial, ya n when i pull for her? she does nth, nth at all.. i am very angry inside.. n upset.. very very upset.. i wanted to shout.. " like u are a gd mother to me.. what have u done as a gd mother?? " nth.. ppl have to cook dinner for me.. cuz my mum dun!! then talks bout the hp bill... if she dun wanto to pay.. then DUN... i can throw the damn hp away.. now she takes my hp. away.. fine! its not my everything okie..
pissed......
from Regynna 2 u @ 11:50 PM
helu, i dun wana change the font colour lah.. black makes it darker so can rd better, dun have to squint anymore.. hah..
anw, what did i wanto blog yest??? hrm... orh!!! orh, i know i know.. yesterday i was out the whole day.haha.. rmb i had to go for checkup right... boy did it last!
thank god nurulia went with me, at least i had companion.. Thank u!!!! haha, but i did meet new friends who were also in the JPSDS, at least in the process. we had to go through the checkup togeta.. haha, both are from RP. haha.. know republic poly? yep... one is Andrea 18 yrs old and the other girl, sheeta 20 yrs old.. haha they were very very funny, trust me.. mixing with me n nurulia.. was hilarious..
ooke... the medical checkup first, i had to go into this rm.. thank god she was a lady.. hrm, i had to du the unthinkable, i hated it okie.. yucks.. but ya nvm.. its worth it.. hahaha.. then the hearing test.. th very first sound i heard i didnt raise my hand sia.. stupid.. then i laugh in the sound chamber.. its so funny!! after tt, the soildier.. outside had to wait for me to stop laughin b4 he could cont'd... he gave me those smile, like he nv come across a em.. 'patient' like me, i think he thinks im mad.. or sumthing close to tt.. haha sorrye.. i cant help it!
hrm, then the horrible thingy.. unexpected.. okie.. the take urine part wasnt the one tt was horrible.. it was the blood takin.. personally, im not scared of the prickin type of takin blood, he did exactly tt.. olright, then he said proceed inside.. saying 'the prince will take ur blood' haha.. then i was 'huh'?? he jus took my blood u see.. then he said.. its the needle drawin kind... i was like .. TOOT TOOT TOOT, freaked out.. i tried frantically to look for.. some kind of evidence to show tt im a A+ blood type... it wasnt anywere!! not even in my health booklet.. haiz.. no choice, im afraid of tt huge needle lahz..sorry, i dun mind being called chicken for this.. haha.. he drew out my blood.. haha.. after a long time of hesitation.. sorrye!! waste time onlie..
after tt, went for the dental thingy... had xray n the normal check of teeth.. hee..zz i have gd healthy teeth!! tts what the dentist say.. but the xray right, i had to take off even my earrings n pins.. im a pinny girl, imagine how long it took for me to remove them haha..
then to the real whole body xray, the quest "are u by any chance pregnant??" i got a huge shock.. then i ask the doc, why du u ask these questions??? then she started tellin me why, but i didnt listen.. hahaha.. i know y lahz.. jus wanted to piss the doc.. haha... like nurulia say " du i look pregnant???!!" omg haha.. no way!!
after tt the eyesight.. haha... i stayed there onli a little while.. haha.. my eye sight olready wear spec mahz.. so what right.. then back to the first station.. n i got a PES A, i duno whats tt lahz.. jus sayin.. haha.. but im medically FIT!! for any vocation.. haha.. yes!! i hope i get into the army, left one nafa test!! haha..
then after tt, went with my army friends n nurulia to tiong bahru to eat lahz... then i accompanied nurulia to TP with her mum.. on the way there, sheeta, andrea myself n nurulia laughed so so much the whole trained was probably cursin us haha.. even idiotic unknown.. think-they-very-smart sch boys.. who look realli puny... said we were very noisy.. then sheeta whispered.. "hey, they say we very noisy" then said aloud "turn ur volume louder!!" haha... we basically LOL lahz..
at tp, nurulia's mum was fun to be with, she's jus like a small lady haa... u know.. she' not borin like most mums hahaha... seriously.. after tt she headed hme while nurulia n me went to martin rd to collect my seventeen card.. it was nice!! i mean, its nice!! i love it man.. then nurulia also wanted to make one, special case.. jus had to gif her particulars.. no nd to waste stamp fare.. haha.. 25 cents.. hrm.. after tt we jalanjalan at great world.. haha.. i like alot of clothes.. but its i think im too big to wear them.. furthermore there's the financial... barrier.. hrm.. sian..
okie, today?? i woke up at 11am, tts late i know.. haha.. then went to meet nurulia to slack at glendale park, it was like a whole apartment to ourselves..cuz her grandma went out.. yepyep..we had the shuttle bus to westmall... bought some foodstuff n... hha. sumthings... then went back... all in less then an hr.. cool???? haha... cooked there... with lizzie.. around.. n roger+pink watchin the mini tv.. haha.. it was delicious!! haha.. beehoon tomyam.. haha.. after tt.. what huh..
cont'd to slack lahz.. then after tt.. erm.. went to causeway to buy rocky boy's food.. haha then jalanjalan agaain.. haha.. then i came hme.. im so tired.. haha..
thank god shereena took my place in work.. haha.. but tmr up till monda.. i'll be workin.. tts gd though.. haha..got money to earn!!!
haha.. i'll get my pay tmr!!!! yes!!!! gtg now.. tata.. now.. where's tt rocky.. hrm..
from Regynna 2 u @ 7:12 PM
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
anyone wondering.. erm.. why im amoy?? sounds old right.. but one of the PH riders.. call me tt!! n he dun wanto tell me y.. mebbe cuz.. there was one time i tied my hair up in a bun.. then he started callin me amoy.. omg
some of the riders calls me regina belle, or.. the regina sumthin for the bikes?? i duno..
some calls regynn, reg, baba, nonya.. what not..
n the ventures!!! call me, banana, ribena, army de, haha..
its fun though, no sense of identity haha.. randomly gif a name....
tmr!!!!!!! i have medical checkup!!! yeah!!!! 9.30am, its not tt i like it.. its jus tt.. haha... its for the army.. n the officer who interviewed me told me tt.. if i am called up for a checkup, means tt im selected.. !!! yesh!!! yeahs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.. kk gtg..
going to see sayang's brother, nazril, play rugby in GRSS... hrm.. spore too small.. haha.. tata!
from Regynna 2 u @ 4:22 PM
hrmm.. i so haf nth to do.. so i went to look through.. the pics i have in my com.. n..
haiz.. boy do i miss my friends.. everyone of them.. had an impact on me.. whether big or smal..
i love every single one of them.. haha..z .. ok, maybe not every single one.. haha..
but most of them..
4E1'2004 simply rulz..
seriously.. haha.. lets meet up???
matthew.. if u rd my blog.. i have sch in the june period.. so, em, try bkin on wkends??
so the poly peeps can at least make it for a nite.. LOL
how du u peeps like the layout of my blog?? its a little girlish.. but, i du like the bear.. haha.. wener as well!! haha..
n i read ur blog nurulia, thanks for mentionin me all the time ha, thanks for accompanying me to pay my fees as well.. hah..
hee..
im bored, while workin yest, there was those zhenghua sec bunchies n their drop-out friends..
i dun mean to be mean.. jus the minority la.. freakin asses asked for my number time n again, then i go n tell yazid.. he scold them in chinese..
the guys were quite h though.. ha.. i think onli.. 1e1'01 girls know whats 'h' n 'hg' haha.. its our trademark..
there was so much fun then man.. the work.. the after sch hours.. the occasions.. the new outfits.. goin gaga over maths.. takin.. photos out of nowhere.. laughin n laughin at nth..
being positively mean to each other.. hiahia.. yet still friends.. i duno y.. haha..
anw.. alvin helped me construct tis blog, in fact its still under construction.. haha.. any com probs or queris.. plz contact alvin.. haha.. he's good man!! elfvin@gmail.com
tk all of u!! see ya soon!!
from Regynna 2 u @ 4:07 PM
Monday, April 18, 2005
heyya... alll out there.. hrm, its been long since i last blog haha..sorrie!! im not busy, jus a combination of being lazy, having slow internet speed and also, workin all the time at night.. haha.. so pardon me !!! at least i blog now.. haha
ok start from where?? hrm, been trainin and training my runnin last few wks for the sake of sports day.. ahah.. held last friday.. n guess what!!! haha.. im so happy bout this.. we got 2nd in the 4 by 100m, heee... it was unexpected for me. but i wanted a little sumthing.. since we trained like hell.. the onli free day left in the wk.. was also taken up.. haha.. my team members are.. aaron, myself, fatin and faizal!! haha.. of course, we owe alot to aaron and my dear faizal, their.. speed is whoa!! haha.. budden, the teachers are fast as well.. thats why can get first lah.. get on NIE teacher, mr lee, ms yong n ms eng.. hrmm... but nvm.. its oke.. haha.. third was nurulia tt team, consistig of... herself, amanda, chuan eng and jianhao.. hehe.. we ah... 2nd 3rd also take..
hrm.. then next day i had ventures at east coast!! erm.. i mean west coast.. haha.. east too far, we climbed the spider web and had few obstacles .. definitely, i had lots of fun!! hu doesnt with the ventures?? haha.. but, i couldnt du the rope.. as in.. climbed to the top and tap the bannister.. boy, tt was one difficult one for me,, haha.. but with the huge encouragement of the ppl in ventures... i managed to climb to the end.. n i thought i couldn manage the first few... thanks alot thanks alot!!!! to all venturers.. haha.. but i got a huge really discoloured bruise on my arm.. hee.. buts its okie.. which acheivement doesnt come with.. pain first?? actualli, tis is pain later..
haiyoh.. last wkend.. i had STC camp, also ventures, we could slack alot, trust me.. but night time we could not.. haha.. we had to du patrollin, and in the end.. instead of one shift.. i did three shifts in a row.. with my fellow.. venturers.. it was as though there was sum kind of picnic smack right in the middle of the fitness area.. haha.. shibin bought a whole packet of ruffles haha.. and i had to finish it.. and until now!!! shibin, if ur reading...... until now i still haf a bad cough!!!
up till 24may, i'll be jobless, besides my night time shift pizza hut, which earns peanuts... hu can into a gd payin job????? hrm.. i prefer serving.. haha.. i like ppl, n i love smilin.. so y not make use of what i haf???? haha.. help me out here plz!!!!
faizal n me haf been togeta.. for 20mths.. haha.. n a few days.. it was dangerous the last few wks, all with his starting of jc.. haha.. its difficult :( haha.. butbut...... i think ive gotten through worse with him b4, n we still, fortunately, get by.. all tt... and come up again as a happy happy couple... hee...z right zal!!???
ok.. coming down to sumthing more serious... my father was admitted to hospital.. hrmm.. las thurs morn.. it was suspected mild heart attack.. and god bless him.. i duno how to show my concern.. cuz, im jus not the family type.. more solo in a family.. haha.. of course we went to visit him n stuff... one happy thing!! he'll be discharged today!!! haha....
also, rocky was sick,, still is i think, he vomiited all over the plazce n had erm.. diarrhoea.. is tt how u spell it?? haha.. but i think he's fine now.. jumpin all over the place as usual.. hahhaha
anw, sch starts 24 may, i realli like np.. i think.. except for the fact tt its huge, jus walkin in makes me tired.. haha.. matriculation day for me was ok, cuz alot of guys were nearby askin to join this camp n tt camp.. haha.. n there was those compulsory ones... haha.. yep.. i got a free tee!! n its.. S siza.. hahah... okok lahz... they think im small.. god.. no.. haha.. the food there is cheap cheap.. man.. haha... n the portion is reasonable.. haha...
okie.. i talk too much.. haha.. gtg now lahz.. take cares yals!!
from Regynna 2 u @ 12:09 PM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
why issit.. sumtimes.. when u wan sumthing so much... u will go all out.. put all ur effort into it.. n then get it..
den.. after a long while.. the.. fire die out.. no refueling.. then slowly.. everything disappears...
there is nth more to du about it.. n yet no one wants to rectify the problem.. what should u du? try saving it.. or jus lose it?
sumtimes i hope, nth started.. so u wont feel any feelings of lost.. any pain.. nth happens.. when u have nth..
then again, im so glad it happened.. cuz i know what love is.. i know how it feels like to be pampered off.. n taken care off.. n be looked after.. to be protected.. to be loved.. but.. only to fear.. tt it might all stop..
different.. schhs sucks.. haiz..
from Regynna 2 u @ 11:29 PM
Friday, April 01, 2005
now all i haf is my precious rocky..by my side.. haha..
i wanto thank.. meiker for helping me dye my hair.. lo'real abit no use... dye like still dye black hor?? dun care la.. hrm.. opps.. i think i shouldnt speak singlish anymore.. all the la and le.. later my bf dun wan me anymore.. .. ..
but du i care?? no..
a relationship sours n sweetens again all the time.. and when it really sours n sours n sours.. than too bad.. its time to let go.. right?? thats why wener is a much happier person now..
faizal and myself.. are both in different schools now.. and its not easy for both him n me.. so if sumthing bad happens soon.. dun dun be surprised.. hah.. i am facing it with a huge smile.. than LOL..
i am sensitive and not undersanding.. at times.. oh no.. too sensitive.. in the so long period of a relationship.. or friendship.. no one evr say i was such.. jc.. sian..face the facts? yes i will.. see what im duin now? declaring to everyone.. alalala..
hrm... happy april fools dudes and dudettes.. tata n take care..
PS: There is no such thing as eternal love..
i am still with him la.. jus a bit pissed..
from Regynna 2 u @ 4:16 PM
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