 Thursday, June 30, 2005
im tired..
im shacked..
im lazy..
im broke..
im tearing
im sad
im sad
im disappointed
im disgraced
im too much
im trying..
im smiling..
he dun getiit..
im gullible
im crazy
ergh..
im so so tired..
from Regynna 2 u @ 11:14 PM
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
hrm, im hme and ready to do my work
thought of sleeping first..
but then i know i'll nv wake up.
ha..
so im not going
hahah.. to sleep i mean
yerps..
well..
erh.. hah.. i have japanese speakin test tmr..
boy am i scared!
very!
hahaha... cuz i m not sure bout..
what to do and say also.
haha.. i didnt pay to fail..
phewy..
hrm..
i also have to hand in..
econs tutorial 2 tmr..
ergh... n im not sure what to so also..
yucks..
ha.. hrm..
i wanto change my blogskin
to sumthing more purplish..
yeahs..
hrm, common test is coming
im scared
i fail..
cuz.. the army is at my backing
can someone plz help me improve my work?
im lazy..
need someone to wake me up..
im trying to do my econs now..
4e1, heyhey.. long time no c u guys
n i kinda miss yahs..
also.. hah..
hueva tagged in my blog.. bout the PJ thingy
can u plz.. ?? erhem..
its my blog..
i wanit to be nice and innocent..
not tt i am innocent..
aha.. whateva
LM04!! i hope sumthings jus clear up soon
and everything will be as the same
of course
sometimes things will never be the same..
but jus a teeny weeny detection of last time??
sry benchua and benn... and jaymie..
i kind of ps u all today..
want the three of u to know
i really treasure our friendship
also..
i wanto thank u guys for the moral support..
and i like u guys alot!!
but, plz dun play me..
dun blow hot and cold..
im a cancerian..
i have my vulnerabilities..
dun step over..
oke.. start work now!
toodles..
Dance sport n venturing RulES!!
so does jap.. haha..
from Regynna 2 u @ 8:16 PM
hey everyone.. i sincerely think.. im too stressed up.. whats UP WITH ME!!!! i sound so blady dead.. i think everyone is going their way.. n i see true colours here n there..
whoever was close to me.. aint close anymore..
whoever who wasnt.. is close to me now..
will this stay the same
will it get better??
or will it get worst!!
im suppose to do econs tutorial 3 hand in next wk.. n tutorial.. 2 due tmr.. n guess what.. i havent done nor understand anything.. yucks
from Regynna 2 u @ 8:50 AM
Monday, June 27, 2005
although... no one can see the title.. of this entry.. i guess u can guess it. even by readin this entry.. haiz..
i duno what is it thats bugging me inside.. its kind of like.. a.. pulling.. pain.. that kind of.. loneliness.. feeling.. hrm.. dun worrie.. zal is still with me.. we have not broken up..
i think its jus me.. n my thinking..
im sad.. im affected by so many stuff thats happeneing right now. to add oil.. my common test is coming.. in 2 weeks..
like i said b4.. lm04 is a gd n bonded class.. but.. this kind of thing dun last for long.. right now.. there are already all sorts of conflicts. in my class.. and im quite.. hurtful bout it.. im not directly involved rather.. hurt that my friends.. are quarellin with each other.. angry with each other.. hrm.. its sad..
hrm, also i have my own feelings to care for.. n thats onli for my personal diary to know. jus wanto say tt.. im disappointed in myself..
i dun like the way.. some girls act... is downright.. unecessary.. fark it..
from Regynna 2 u @ 3:13 PM
Sunday, June 26, 2005
its sunday, and has been a long time since i blogged.. yeps i jus woke up.. its.. almost.. 2pm now.. pig! but.. cannot blame me..im drained.. off my strength.. hah..
had yr 1 games two days ago.. and had alot of fun really.. LM04 simply rules.. we got our jerseys on tt day itself man.. hah mine is the number 7!! hee... thats my fav number u see.. and a few of my friends are rather pissed i beat them to getting the number 7!! hee.. SORRY!! to ben, jaymie, benn.. hah.. okok. the number.. 8,17,22 not so bad mah.. hee..
kk, badminton i was partnering with peiyi.. the opponent we were against.. was so super good in badminton.. hah.. she keep smacking until me and peiyi buay tahan.. haha.. but we tried keeping our cool.. and cont'd graciously with the game.. hah.. yeah.. n we also lost graciously.. but i think we played a good game. considerin that we are only novices in badminton and our opponents are actially professionals.. haha.. yeahs? also, our soccer team.. won the first opponent.. then lost in the semi-finals.. haha.. good game guys! hha.. the captain ball!! haha.. our girls team won.. lah.. they are the champions.. and boy does it feel good! haha.. and we have all decided to join the MDE society as a class.. i think im gona be awfully busy. haha..
yeah. hw hw hw and projects projects projects.. all not done.. entirely at least.. shucks man.. i think its really very stressful.. i hope i can simmer down for a while.. haha.. well actually ive been really lazy.. so i cant say ive been workin hard.. been slackin.. i deserve a HUGE SLAP! hee.. PIACK! ouch.. okok.. lame..
hrm, Dardar is back from aust. did i tell u? n he bought me a gift which i love alot! haha.. he is jus the SWEETEST! haha... and thanks for accompanying me whenever.. i am.. thinking of ponning.. haha..
also to jaymie.. it was nice hanging out with u.. that thursday.. haha.. it was as though we had nothing else to care for ..ahah.. went to JP with her.. eat and caught a movie.. yeps.. ALOT LIKE LOVE. its an awesome movie.. haha.. n i suggest anyone who wants to go watch this movie..should watch with ur bf/gf.. haha.. if ur single.. yeps just go watch with someone close to u as a friend.. yah? haha..
kk now, i gtg
do my work..
im serious.
im really going to do my work..
im trying to finish oke.
hrm.. sianz..
kk.. msg my darling..
hah..
take care all!
from Regynna 2 u @ 1:46 PM
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
helo, this is reg in the house.. again... ha, anw i jus finised my econs test.. online ah.. and i got a 60% which.. i think is ok.. considerin i haven been listenin in class.. haha.. and i pon yesterday's econs lecture.. haha.. my god. but all for my yang.. haha.. so ITS OKE!! i even forego the treat given by mam zaitun.. ahha.. at seoul garden.. yeah. i am SOOOO modest.. what the.. BHB.. hehe.. i am suppose to.. be doin my tutorial now.. hah.. budden nvm lah. although the lecturer is jus wallkin around. lookin at us.. ha.. so funny. but i think he also dun really care ah..
anw, this friday, there is a port visit.. or somthing. and it games day or sumthing.. yeps.. there are so many things happenine now.. im quite blur.. okei. gtg now.. lesson over haha!
from Regynna 2 u @ 9:33 AM
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
hmm, im sitting infront of the tv.. and nip and tuck is jus about to start. i just watched the show eye for a guy and boy am i sad.. i mean, howard is such a sweet guy and i would have chosen him. i think that if denise keller did not have a scandel with wolfgang.. she might have chosen howard!! howard actually wrote a fairly tale for her, told her he had a crush on her, made her feel young and treated her with such gentleness.. AND!! that stupid wolfgang, he gave me the impression as one of those kind of guys who sweet talks, toks all the crap, think he is VERY VERY nice, buys nice gift, and then think he is very handsome and think that any girl would fall for her!!! yucks.. i hate such jerks.. and unfortunately, such people exists.. even in the near regions... and some of my girlfriends are their victims.. pathetic guys.. yew.. makes me wanto SLAP THEM!!
ok, on the other hand, ppl like Howard.. is extinct.. such guys jus no longer exists, he is super super.. genuinely sweet.. and i think he is very adorable.. and cute.. hrm, i hope he is the next bachelor or someting, hope he finds someone nice. haha, yeps.. okk.
now... hrm, i miss faizal, he havent been around for many days. ahha.. cuz he is in australia.. yeps.. he comes back only on sunday.. well. im goin to batam tmr, and also coming back only on sunday. so, the days wont drag as much haha..
yeah, i will jus feel guilty missing lessons again. i mean, missing one single lesson.. jus gifs me.. so so mch.. problems cuz the amount of work given to us.. is so so much.. and those not working cant even finish their work.. imagine those having part time jobs?? for eg, me, myself and i! yew.. haha..
gtg now, take care peeps!
from Regynna 2 u @ 10:32 PM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
hey dear bloggy, i am in sch now having business finance, and the lecturer is talking about.. depreciation.. n i duno what the hell is tt about, although i have the bk right infront of me. haha.. wel.. lazy ppl always duno whats happening around.
somehow, here in poly, i feel different then i was in secondary sch, i was a much happier person there, n i know the problems.. that my friends have..how come when i was in sec sch, i was so participative in the cca's n the council.. but now?? im like a hermit..
.. haiz..
from Regynna 2 u @ 10:46 AM
Monday, June 13, 2005
haha.. heylor.. im writing in cuz.. my mind.. is jammed up.. i cant really think of much things, esp when im.. sleepy.. hrm, well, i miss sayang alot, its his.. 3rd day in australia n i hope he is having fun, though at the same time i wan him to be back soon..hah..
sch is ok, projects thrown at us.. never ending.. n i think its alot, but maybe im jus not used to it.. i should take it easy, furthermore i have my lappy alredy.. n i have wireless.. at hme.. (shhh), haha.. yeps.. thats what im usin now.. erh..
i am workin still, but i have taken a week break from tt, as well as a break from ventures.. i duno if its approved.. but i think they wont let me?? hrm, im realli.. pressured with my sch work, what more, when its the third week.. coming fourth, n i still duno my modules well.. hrm, tok bout wanting to be a gold medallist, im not even participating in any. ambassador.. or hard core cca. whats up.. not as active as in secondary.. hrm..
ok, i gtg now.. cya..
from Regynna 2 u @ 12:28 AM
Sunday, June 05, 2005
hey, my heart is feeling extremely fragile.. and i jus wanto sit n search myself, y am i feeling so sore.. feeling so terrible,y am i not understanding to the ppl i am suppose to be.
but, i decided not to blog so much here.. rather my own diary which i have neglected..also, the entries for my bf.. r not read anw..its no point..
i haf alot of work.. im very very.. i duno how to say.. i jus feel tt my tears r rushing to come out.. trying to jus spill.. i feel i can flood the whole house.. words r hard to describe.. smiles r decieveing.. dun take me as one.. hu's expected to smile everyday..
gtg.. haiz.. :'(
from Regynna 2 u @ 1:26 AM
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
ko ni chi wa!! o genki deska!! hrm.. regynna des.. here.. anw.. hrm, this is already the second wed of the week. haha.. n i think i missed quite alot of lesson. cuz every wed morning i got napfa.. but no more!! im done with it!! at last.. haha.. hope the army makes a decision soon enough..
hrm, i havent got my laptop, its taking a long time... i mean i havent even purchased it yet lahz... but my parents cant buy it one shot.. hrm, i goto understand too.. but the lectureres are not so patient.. haha, they will ask where'r ur notebook??? haiz. sianz..
anw, hw hw hw, its piling up lahz.. n i wonder where did ppl get the iddie tt.. poly slack!! no way!! its so stressful lahz, n my classmates r very hiong.. always study one.. so.. pressure pressure..:\
hrm.. also i wanto thank my sayang!! for being there for me when i really was down down.. ha, he made me come to my sense again n think properly.. he was there for me to lie on his shoulder.. he is my dearest!! for giving me his hankie when i cried n couldnt take the stress when tt idiot man scolded me.. hrm.. haha.. darling!! i love u very mucch!!!! tis whole paragraph is dedicated to my faizal!!
erm, n to my class!! thanks for making my time in np happy so far!! haha, although i feel im not so close to u ppl yet!! im not quiet.. haha.. im very very noisy. haha, trust me!
okei.. i gtg now.. take care!!
from Regynna 2 u @ 9:41 PM
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