 Friday, July 29, 2005
hello im in room peridot.. lessons starts at 12pm. but im still here..haha.. at 11.47pm. ops. why am i always late?? for lesson.. well.. du realli bother. the lesson is about.. computerin n stuff..
haha.. i gtg now
byebye
from Regynna 2 u @ 11:37 AM
Thursday, July 28, 2005
hey!! wanto put some pics first.. hahahs... im at home now.. in 30 mins.. i nda go for PH csr course... 2nd day.. yerps.. tiaos.. must do role play n stuff.. yeahs.. has.. hrm.. finish sch today.. around.. 2 cuz i had to stay on for project work. its nv ending, and i dun remember havin completed even one.. im dead. but i also wanto du a gd job out of my sch time in poly. i dun wanto regret in the end.
yeah.. hah.. im not the onli one havin problems actualli.. siti!! take care.. haha.. u always have friends by ur side.. and i can se.e. tt HE IS by ur side.. thingy is.. he's not the kind tt shows it straight.. yeah.. so dun worrie!! :) im glad.. i dropped by and waited for u.. ahha.. to talk.. well.. it was fruitful catching up!!
hahas.. yahs.. now i gtg for Ph course.. ~~TIRED~~
from the SOTONG FAMILY.. (cuTtlefiSh~~)
from Regynna 2 u @ 5:11 PM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
haiz, its very sad to see ur family fallin to pieces.. yet knowin.. its already hanging in its pieces and somethings jus happens when it does.. there is no stoppin to what happens. fighting over something trivial.. scaring the youngest one. why! we are in a family.. oke.. make me wanto stop everything.. dun wanto live on.. dun wanto go sch.. draggin my feet although.. im already so late.. walkin slowly.. heckin bout the time factor.. hrm.. im sad. thats why. when im sad, i dun bother bout everything else.
hrm.. tonight, i have ph course.. from 7-11pm..at toa payoh. im gg to be very tired.. reallis. and i have BF project to du.. plus ITL project to du.. i have certain responsibilties.. but i now have too many. and i feel like im breaking into pieces. pieces which cannot be picked up...
i gtg for now bye.
anw, there r sum pics jaymie took of me yesterday.. i didnt know.. find it candid.. later then i post
from Regynna 2 u @ 11:31 AM
Monday, July 25, 2005
yahoooooo.. hah... i got my marks back for my tests.. so far.. i got C and A for ITL and MAth respectively.. yerps.. hahs.. im happy lah.. cuz my stupid itl teacher say tt.. i will fail ITL!! so i showd him! although its onli a C okie.. i passed, u gundoo!
back to square one, not listenin during lectures.. now is econs. i seriously think tt he is not a gd lecturer.. all the econs also learn myself one. its jus my own readin.. i jus have to go home. then i will read.
oke. now im super.. busy. i duno wanto go for CSR course for pizza hut.. or jus. go for dance sport. hrm.. i wanto go dance. but parames already submitted my name for the course. its not as though im bery free yah.. i still have alot projects due like soon.. yahs! sian.. and then im onli one person.. how u expect me to du so much. yet pizza hut is sumthing i have given myself.
oke.. i bought two new shirts, one erhem.. yahs.. and one more for my yang. hahas.. i love him!! thanks u! so much.. for accompanying me go shopping. and bearing me..haha.. cuz im quite a shopping freak now.. yahs. thanks for tellin me.. the shirt is nice on me when i know its not. haha..thanks for being so sweet. and talkin to me so sweetly..! although i know sumtimes u also cannot tahan me. i understand hahas..
yahs.. thanks for gg all the way to coasta sands.. the other time. knowin tt u can onli stay there for awhile. i hope u had fun.. realli with the guys hahas. shouldhave taken sum pics. well.. thank u.. though tt night.. with chuaneng, darius, meiker and jeslyn.. i realized a few things. it got me thinking more sense. and i understand tt u love me with all ur heart, and i shouldnt doubt u.. but dun misuse my trust yahs?? once its gone.. its realli gone.
when got time i will take the pics of my new stuff.. then show u all lahs.. i know its a little toooo small.. but.. i'll try slimmin down. i know im huge! hahs.. ookoke..
hrm, i hope sum ppl will understand how they are acting towards ppl, whether they should be doin tt or not. whether its right or wrong. whether i like it or not, dun assume tt when ur a friend.. u can jus du anything. sumtimes, i have my limits. and i hope.. u realize it soon.. yah..
hrm.. suppose to have venture meeting later.. but i canot make it. then i gt jap.. n stuff.. haiyohz.. im realli mixrd up..
hehe.. faizal say tt i sound like i was writin bout him.. when i blogged bout the very sad. thingy... the sad sad sad..
well im not referrin to him.. referrin to someone else. hahas.. hu is happy go lucky now.. since he say, my life is gettin back to shape.. oke.. fine!
hahas... im happy with my laogong..! :P u can go n die lahs..(someone else not faizal)
bye.. gtg tk!
from Regynna 2 u @ 4:30 PM
Sunday, July 24, 2005
hey, jus back from chalet.. it was a rather imppromtu stay, lucky yang had an xtra tee.. and towel n gaf them to me b4 he headed for hme. yahs.. we spent the night jus talkin bout things .. n there were certain tings. i didnt know, which came to light... but it was a gd thing. shall tok bout the chalet another time.. no mood
yang talked to me.. n we talked..ya. n through tt.. i realized.. i dun think.. there is any other guy better then him.. at least in treating me.. yeps.. im so touched. and feelin very fortunate that.. he loves me.. yeps..
hrm.. then i slept.. jus now when i came hme.. then rocky bite my hp.. n my beloved watch.. n im very very sad~~ haiz.. my hp not so bad.. my watch.. haiz.. yang gaf it to me one year ago.. n i treasure it alot. n one bite from him.. destroys.. it.. haiz..
kk.. nw nw.. i gtg
from Regynna 2 u @ 7:17 PM
Friday, July 22, 2005
from Regynna 2 u @ 8:55 AM
hrm, still got time to blog. no la.. i jus finish.. rather 'finish' studyin econs. jus left a few more pages, but i think i lack notes for the first chapter somehow.. bout the absolute and comparative thingy . whatever.. dun get the elasticity.. thingy.. hrm.. but. tmr is the last lap, at least for CT. then.. i will re-focus. ive got not much friendly distractions anymore anyway, he's moved on. why should i stay here. bcum mouldy. buacks.. he dun even care or bother bout anything he's left behind. what matters more to him is the present. which is the right thingy to du. yahs..
oke.. is already 1.40am. im tired. but i dun wanto fail econs. n i dun wanto jus pass as well. but the fact of whether i can du well.. i duno. what if im too slpy tmr? tiaos..
hahs.. nbm.. tmr right after econs, gg out with zal. then.. to ventures meeting, then online discussion... tmr morning having.. ITL project meeting. then ventures.. minutes meeting.. then.. afternoon.. i duno.. then.. erhm.. night bbq at pasir ris.. like tt lah.. then sunday.. duno.. still have BF project with louis,benn and julye one. hahs.. duno if it'll ever be done.. tt i think i feel like duin myself. if i have the ability too.. yer.. then i havta start workin again.. hrm mebbe its time to find a high payin job. hahs.. yahs
hrm.. i gtg now. slp.. wake up 6.45am. go sch.. 8am.. study.. till 11am. 11.30 test.. hoo. wish me pure gd luck! n.. of course. i'll help myself. He cant help u if u dun help urself!
take care.. n bye!
from Regynna 2 u @ 1:34 AM
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
im in the library now. haha.. yahs suppose to study yah.. but im bloggin n they r talkins.. heez.. opps.. im bound to fail itl! but im not going to jus admit to fate!! i must study as much as i can! yesh...
yahs.. i think i better go.. i jus blog for the sake of bloggin.. haha...
lalalalalala..
kk i gtg now..
from Regynna 2 u @ 10:19 AM
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
from Regynna 2 u @ 5:40 PM
oke.. actualli im ultra busy studying. but onli very little is going in.. my absorbency rate is decreasing.. yah.. whatever right..letme be lame ok.. for once.. hahahas.. okie..
this library is freaking cold.. from my sit.. i look out.. the whole library looks like a frigde.. hahas.. kp frozen ppl.. hu r mugging.. when actualli they r stoning.. jus staring @ their notes.. (think i duno right!!!!) hahas.. well.. its normal.. right?? onli the lappy is warm.. why nt kp myself warm mahs..
besides.. im ill.. my cough.. is.. gg from bad to worse.. hah.s. and i dun actualli care.. cuz im stuffing myself with chocos!! hhas.. my water finish liao.. hahs..
n im trying to learn EOQ!! from... 4.30 till now... 5.30, ive been duin the same thing ok.. cuz ive got a huge feelin its coming out.. yet.. another huge gut feel tt im not able to do it.. so i must pia on tt..
oki.. for a moment. i went crazy with wenfang, takin pics.. haha.. zilian ones. cuz i think studyin is driving us MAD!! reallis.. haha
hey, i bought new earphones.. cuz my spoil liaoz.. hehehe... from co-op, onli.. 8.90 okie!! ahas.. still money.. yahs although i eat le.. its yong tau fu. which was realli plain.. now im hungry again.. hrm.. yest, i no appetite.. whats wrong with me!!hahas... oke..
math paper and BIZCA was so so.. n i jus hope i can pass.. reallis.. now. im hoping i'll finish studyin ITL. looks difficult, at the pass papers.. ooooo.. scary. looks like a definite FAIL! hrm.. okoke.. i know after the CT, i'll still be ultra busy! cuz.. of the many projects.. yeprs.. im deads.. hahas... but! i can du it!!
look at sum pics...we took.. i duno if it can come out.. but if it doesnt.. SRY!
take care all!! study hard!! all the best!
from Regynna 2 u @ 5:11 PM
Saturday, July 16, 2005
heyheyhey!! im HIGHHH!!! its my birthday!! hahas.. yeahs.. but onli left.. 45 minutes.. of it.. im gona get post birthday sickness.. haha.. gona miss MY DAY!! so much so so much.. hees..
well.. ive got so many ppl to thanks... to my friends!! hahas.. 4e1'04.. Faizal, meiker,wanlin, nurulia, yina, siti, fatin, jason, firdaus, ys, shahrin, tuanquan, amanda, yifang, jianhao, weixian, darius, hrm.. alot alot.. more.. letme think..hahas.. well.. alot lahs!! we went to PIZZA HUT!! ahahs.. jp branch.. ate there n stuff.. oke.. the turn out of my class was a complete surprise for me by myy sayang!! i love him so so much!!! hahas.. yeahs.. olright.. i thought it was onlie the two of us.. and my bdae msgs were.. limited.. hahas.. i thought it was a forgotten saturday.. then surprisingly.. hahs.. AHHH!! i so love my darling, its all because of u!! hahas.. muacks.. yeahs.. had alot of pressies.. part of the.. bdae onlies lahs.. FATIN AND FIR!! thanks so much for the ice cream cake!! i love it!! hehes... yeahs.. thank u all for turnin up !! i realli missed u guys.. and i miss u even more now.. tt ive seen u guys again hahas..
okie.. then also, ventures!! hahas.. sang me a loud bdae song b4 starting the 3rd match.. hahs.. thanks so much! although Kokyeow.. got me a expiry cake.. i know i now.. u change the cake already right!! hahs.. i love my scouts too!! hehes..
also.. a bonus.. i Saw JUNJIE AND JUNBAO.. ehhehs... n they knew it was my bdae!! how did they know my number?? i find it weird.. hehes.. but hey!! thanks so much!!
to all those who msges me.. i might not have thank u enough.. well.. THANKS SO MUCH!! esp, to huizhen.. from pri 6f, and calvin from oolites.. hehes.. ahahah!! im so happy lahs.. hahs..
although i know im in deep shit.. cuz why? i have CT this whole comin wk.. n i habent study lorhs.. nth much lahs. onli fail!! argh.. hehes.. nbm lahs..
THANKS EVERYONE HU HAVE CONTRIBUTED TO MY HAPPPINESS ONE WAY OR ANOTHER!! hehehe.. i LOVE ALL OF U!! but the most is.. I LOVE FAIZAL!! so much!! okies..
heys.. hahas.. my family!! hahas.. went to fish and co.. the glasshse.. ate very fillin sia.. hahs.. loret bought me my fav strawberry choco.. hehes.. the tube one. yahs.. n then..... also... my aunti.. gaf me .. sumthing.. hehes.. im gona save!!
its also the first day!! i wore such a short skirt!! although i know i look sucky in it!! hahs.. i think.. i enjoyed my day alot!! thanks so much.. to benn, fangling and gang for the skirt.. i said i would wear it somehow.. hehes.. okokes..
i gtg study now.. yerps.. jus... half an hr more!! yikes!! im lookin fwd.. to my two yr annivarsary! hahas.. n then XMAS!! hehes..
gtg now, tk!!
from Regynna 2 u @ 11:16 PM
Friday, July 15, 2005
hrm.. oke.. although i din realli take official pics.. like photos and stuff.. we took loads of neos..! haha.. ok what im tokin about?? well.. my dearest class celebrated my bdae for me today.. together with julye!! yahs.. and had a great time.. meal at pasta mania.. then talk n chit chat.. cake.. from benn's shop!! then... neos.. hahas.. we took and took lah basically.. although CT is coming.. at least it was a mind of somthing.. yeahs.. hahas.. i had alot of fun. i was happy tt my friends could be there.. and also my booyfriend.. hahas..
thanks thanks alot!! to.. benn, wenfang, ben, fangling, jieying, julye, peiyi, karine, peiruan, jason, gabriel, zhengkai... yeps.. i love u guys alot!! esp HUGE thanks to benn okie.. i knew somehow.. u planned this.. hahas..
thanks to Faizal!! hu was there foor me after tt.. cuz i wouldnt know where else to be.. haahs.. yahs.. n guys?? a skirt.. u bought me my first official skirt.. hahs.. n i know i haf to wear it i will!! thanks to benn, ben, wenfang.. for the very nice precious moments.. jewellery box.. haha.. hiahai.. i love it!! also, zhengkai!! thanks so much for the scouts.. wooden pendant..its amazing and rare!! hahas.. yershh.. thanks so so much..
now the thing is for us to all.. complete our.. CT.. pass with at least a little spark of colour.. hehe.. yahs.. all the best ppl..!! i will nv forget this day.. yeahs??
gtg.. now..take care..!!
from Regynna 2 u @ 10:34 PM
helllos!! okoke.. immediate change of mood.. why why.. why must i let someone else determine my happines?? its my life... its now or never.. okie.. and i onli.. got a 17th birhtday once.. aint gona let nobody bring it DOWNNNN!!! hahas... oke.. i du rmb my.. 13th bdae.. i cried.. cuz of a guy...so young and dumb.. haiyoh
but now i understand the meaning.. of happiness its nded everywhere.. oh yah?? ohyahs.. hahas..
today is the 15th july, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!! to XIAOHAN.. from MI (first 3 months) er...OG27 yeps.. hahas.. i rmb okie!! and the rest.. of my grp mates.. know ur birthdays are coming as well.. yerps... cuz we're grped in the date we're born.. lame. but nvm.. hahas.. tt's why so GIAM mah!! rights..
oke.. now the stress part.. having CT next wk.. n i havent study!! im ready for maths though.. think tt i can do it!!! except for the problem sums.. which ive sucked in since.. i was in kindergarten.. hrm.. its a long term developed habit.. hehehe.. BUT! im an A MATHS B3 student.. i can du it!! i think i can.. n i must. cuz ive failed... the last two mini tests.. buacks..
yahs.. yest nite.. i had a mini fever.. and a SPLITTIN headache.. as though there was a WAR gg on inside my head.. i almost died.. hahas.. okoke.. dun so kua zhang lah.. erhm... i had some slp... the kind.. 12am to 10pm kind of 'some slp' hahas.. yahs.. n then!! i din study again.. when.. i stress again.. my CT is this comin wk! today is friday! do i haf time? nope!
im dead. haha.. but nt to complain.. i'll try to du as much as i can within the few days i have left.. i can do it!!
from Regynna 2 u @ 10:30 AM
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
i wrote a super long entry yesterday... but it disappeared.. oh well..
dun u think
its sad to have a close friend jus suddenly shut away from ur life?
its sad to know tt he is suddenly shoving u aside??
for fear tt he may offend u again??
the fear of sumthing which might not happen again..
its sad to know.. tt he thinks.. everything he says.. is goin to hurt and den
he chooses.. (on his own) to not talk to his friend
is tt fair??
i duno if ur reading this
but u know
how much alot of us care for u
ur turnin ur back on us
i dun care hu ur nick refers too..
but i know we are also drifting away from u anw..
everytime i msg u or try to tok
u dun reply
u jus gif me the cold shoulder
is tt fair to anyone of us?
y should a happy friendship
like ours..
turn so sour in a mere.. 7 wks..
u tell me?
if u say everything u say will somehow offend
then why didnt it happen 2 wks.. into the term?
why onli after 6 wks?
ur very shalllow.. ur sarcastic
if u think whatever ur duin is right
then ur extremely wrong
very wrong
okie..
dun always rebutt what i have to say
ur not always right
its sad to know tt someone hu means so much to u
will actualli jus shoot u... right in the heart
the last person u thought u would get into a conflict with..
is actualli the first
all bcuz of something tt somehow.. din really happen
its sad to know he said sorry but du it again
its sad to know he is doing what he likes..
he dun care bout u
even though ur almost dying thinkin bout it all the damn blady time
i know what ur gona say when u see all tt
u didnt ask me to think
ask me to stop acting
yah
i know u..
u are egoistic
uve got so much pride
hope time will go back to the last time
when he would msg me first in msn
said hey i saw u jus now
n stuff like tt
msg durin classes
but no
all tt have stopped..
when u would joke with me no matter what
n now.. u say uve got nothin to say to me
is tt hurting?
if i were to tell u tt
ive got nothing to say to u when i used to always try and start a conversation no matter what..
how would u feel?
ur going the wrong way in thinkin bout tis matter
ur so-called solution aint gona help at all
haiz..
i dun even feel like.. having a birthday
one i thought would leave a lastin impact would leave a nasty.. impact
haiz..
n now, i got to go study
my internet is so down
im so sick of it
my dog is goin crazy
yew...
haiz..
from Regynna 2 u @ 12:11 PM
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
okei.. its late.. im still tinkin.. i finished work at last..
i wonder hu is still showin attitude.. i try so hard to tok to u.. but u insist of keepin a distance.. isnt it proven tt ur lying to me? ur lying to me bout.. everythhing.. i apologized for bein dao.. but u jus gave me the cold shoulder. i understand.. oke.. but u dun allow me to go any further then jus understanding.
u made me worried, i ccouldn even slp. then today, u jus treat me as though im translucent. yew.. this feeling sucks.
i have no choice.. u wanto avoid me.. u wanto lose this friendship..
its ur choice.. im treating u nicer..
from Regynna 2 u @ 1:32 AM
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
hellos.. i duno if the pic got up there.. im seriously a com noob rrealli..
i got myself into deep shit. but im definitely getting out of it.. the laast person i wanto be friends with again. is him
erghs.
gif me more attitude and i will show u my own attitude. i dun haf a problem with u but u have a problem with me and i think tt tt is unfair... yucks.. i kinda.. dun like u now..
yucks.
from Regynna 2 u @ 12:26 PM
im back. its.. 11.07 am in the morning.. and im in the middle of business finance lesson.. he very funny one but onlie a while lorh. haah. and i dun like BF, cuz i dun get a single thing lah.. its POA!! wanlin, if ur reading. HELP ME!! im so so dead, CT is like.. in one week le.. and im 6 wks behind.. how to cram everything.. into 1 week?? besides.. i have camp this weekend and work next wk.. die! hahs..
okie.. nvm. its not as though im nv in this kind of situation lo.. haiyoh. i hope i can scrape through.. herm..
while i have friends.. in sch, im also rather pressurized by them. i can see tt they r trying while im not. im not wanting to be the lousiest in class.. hah.. jus not tt kind of calibre.. yah.. how come they dun have english.. or combined science.. pianpian must learn those modules, which i hate to the core.
esp, math and econs.. yucks
sometimes i rather not have friends.. so i can be anti-social then study myself. yah.. but tts not nice. dun likes.. haha.. i am too socialble already hahas..
in my mind
i can glide
al the mountains that surround me
my spirit's there will eagles there to fly
in my heart
there's a spark..
SKIPSKIP
i dream, i can run, like the wind and be strong when my heart jus wants to give
i dream, i can be the hero thats in me..
i dream.. i dream..
SIAO
from Regynna 2 u @ 10:26 AM
Monday, July 04, 2005
im back, having econs lesson now. and im suppose to listen.. no matter how i tell myself not to be affected by every little small tingy..i find myself.. still fallin.. haiz. even though. its not realli my problem.. and ive got nth to du with it.. all the more he;s got no reason. to.. dao me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u said sorrie.. but whats the use.. ur being the same. im not ur stress relieving tingy ok..
i know im ur friend.. but dun do this to me.. u wanto take me for granted.. ok fine i know what to do..
haiz, i know ive been neglectiing my yang, hahas.. ive got alot of projects dear but finally ive finished one.. unfortunately.. my common test is coming.. and ive been working haiyoh.. but!! after tt.. u got ur promos..
well, i believe we can TIDE over this HUGE WAVE.. right boy?? like we always du.. tts why we are approaching. the 2 yr mark.. hahas.. yeps.
olright.. gtg ..
from Regynna 2 u @ 3:53 PM
hey, im in sch again and today is the beginning of a new week, and the beginning of a fresh start. i believe that i will... chiong from now on. cause i am way behind stuff.. haiz..
wait.. pause from what i wanto say. early morning .. see ahma.. sibei hou haha..cause ahma always make my day!! haha.. yeahs.. although im drenched to the bone.. cause of the heavy downpour today. yucks... i wear jacket and carry the umbrella also no use leh.. the rain still got to me haiyoh..
okie.. as i was saying, i wanto study hard. with the moral support of sayang haha.. okok.. wait i cont'd .. gtg for lesson..
from Regynna 2 u @ 9:47 AM
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