 Tuesday, August 30, 2005
gdamnit. im so pissed and fanning over so many things.. guess what, im actually dancing tmr for teacher's day in GRSS, PLZPLZ dun laugh at me.. on the stage dancing.. i wonder what r ppl gg to react.. aha. yahs, ive jus completed BCA pract test.. it was ok. but i know i lost quite alot of marks. cuz, i duno how to du.. scanarios.. hahas.. dun wanto knoe also lahs. nvm.. later i gtg to GRss for dance. SHIT.. haha..
its not tt i dun like dancing, i love it , but if we're more prepared then i think i would have more confidence lahs. now i dun have.. cuz i pract like onli 1 day. yahs. i sacrificed my time for the dance, and didnt study my.. econs. Which i took yest, n would most likely flop.. yahs. n, my left hand nails are pretty distracting.. cuz.. their painted black. haha, i look like a partial demoness..
hha.a. anw, also, we're gg with a gothic look tmr, always wanted to make myself up like tt for fun, but nv/duno how to du it.. haha.. yahs. and im realli a NOOB with makeup. im 17 yrs old.. and in a poly. haha..
i wanto buy this pretty nice black skirt with a shiny apple on it right hand side. aha.. patience. but.. no.. hrm..
im so pissed now, i wanto take a cab to nurulia's hse.. rush hr.. was suppose to work today and i had to ask darina to replace.. but she also too many things. yerh.. in the end yazid got to do it herself. MAN!! i gtg..
from Regynna 2 u @ 2:43 PM
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
i duno why im so PISSED..
freaking pissed..
im so busy.. so many things to du yet so little time.
i duno hu the hell r my true friends...
hu r backstabbing.
i know... though hu is the one and only true to me.. myself..
at least i can take comfort.. that im not lyin to myself..
hrm, im tired.
i gtg now...
from Regynna 2 u @ 2:43 PM
Friday, August 19, 2005
helo, its been a long time since i blogged.. right?? right now in games room, doin my work, but i haven rrealli started.. hahas.. anw..
i duno what to write.. so i gtg..
from Regynna 2 u @ 5:18 PM
Thursday, August 11, 2005
hrm, im at home now. hahas, ponned communication toolkit. i think its a totally useless module.. its not as though i duno how to communicate, this poly cannot think up of any other modules to teach i suppose. hrm..
meant to tell u bout PH the other time, rmb i told u bout tt big group who was coming? well.. haha.. erh, came they did.. but they realli complained. n they r not very friendly. even if the smiled. its obviously FAKE!! i can do tt too u know.. i heard them saying in chinese ' so many ppl they still so slow!!' well, in case miss? u booked the whole of the front section, definitely u think tt it was empty at the store? but if u even haf a neck to enable u to turn your blady head.. we have a queue waiting? for the section 2! and the number of takeways???? u think ur a big grp u have the privilege? no way!!!!!! ur jus a puny customer. n u had no right to reserve the restaurant. we were onli being nice. TO U bunch of MORONS.
opss.. so mean.. haha. but.. HU GIFS A DAMN! i dun even know them. haiz, ive been so busy with work, and school work, tt i havent got the time for my own stuff.. like Adventure seekers. boy do i wanto go for the member's act. but i cant. gosh. haha, if ur askin whether im upset bout it, yes i am. cuze.. other ppl can go and i cant. haiz, n sometimes, whether im busy or not. whether i can handle my timinng or not, doesnt concern other ppl. i can decide tt on my own. i dun need.. other ppl to tell me what to du, cuz i hate tt. especially when i know im on my own.
hrm, faizal is havin his econs test right now, n i hope he does well with it, i know he can du it. he is a very smart guy. jus very lazy, like me! haha.s. ops.. tts why we can click. i guess. hahas.. n i LOVE HIM!!
oke right now, rocky n loretta sleepin. i duno y leh, its onli.. 12.24pm. ahas.. mebber its the fact tt they woke up at 8 plus, and me at 10 plus. hahas.... ops. im feelin pretty lethargic also okes..
hahas, anw, been talked to by an insurance agent from AIA yesterday, and the plan was pretty good. but my mother handles the money. n its a joint account, how can i jus.. decide on giving the money away this way? onli after 25 yrs du i get back the money. but its a whole lump sum.. besides, start the 2nd or 5th year. they will gif a sum of 300 bucks. every yr. or month.. i not sure. must ask yuwen. jus wonderin, why of all the ppl in atrium.. they came up to us? hahas.. du we look rich?? hahas..
oke, what else to write. ahas, i feel very relaxed when im not in tt supid sch. haahs. hhate it.! yucks. mebeb its all the walkin n heat tt makes me so moody and hates it to the core. but i cant change the fact tt i cant change my course. nvm..
i wanto aim.. to be a LOGISTICS OFFICER in the SAF after i serve my four yr bond
i must KEEP VERY FIT! ahhaha.. n jog.. n whatevrr.. hahas..
yahs, also? ive decided to quit ventures. enuff of it. my passion for it has died down. n hui xuan? i appreciate the letter alot. n im touched tt even when i hardly know u.. u took so much time off writin to me. but, i dun think my mindset was swayed. i jus dun like remaning here. its not so much of not being able to face the challenges thrown to me, rather. why stay when the passion has died? no analogy for tt. but u get it. right.. hahas.
take care to those hu care for me.. hahas.. genuinely cares for me. n to those hu r jus pretending, i know hu u r. n those hu dun gif a shit at all.. haha.. too bad. ur losin a gd friend. right nurulia??? see ya tonight!
bye!
from Regynna 2 u @ 12:15 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
i had to drag myself out of the danmn bed today, i wasnt haveing a very nice slp at all by the way.. rocky was rather active, he jus wouldnt slp. then whatveer thingy he was biting, kept droppin on my bed, i had to take it up for him, OMG. i realli couldnt slp well.. hah, then when he had to go back to the cage, he kept barking.. from 5.30am - 6 plus. i almost died. then it was time to wake up. gosh. i almost died.
ok, whats the best thing? i dragged myself to sch.. strollin slowly, had to stand in the blady bus. this guy thought i was lookin at him.. then he turn over and gaf me tt what-r-u-lookin at face. i gave him a HARD blink... and gave him back a look-at-urself-in-the-mirror face and rolled my eyes. IDIOT. like i even had the time to look at his stupid and irritating face! no way! yucks spoiled my mood.
then, 8am, sch. walk all the way to blk 47. n what?? no lesson. no lesson no lesson!!!!!! Fu** damn! i could have SLEPT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hrm.. then i also forgot to ask my father for money. now i have to starve, meebe i should go on a diet. well, anw, PH manager say im getting fatter each day! fine.. oke.. so i diet lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well.. hehe, anw, my two yrs anniversary with Zal is coming.. in a few days. about.. 5 yahs. hahas.. YEAHS! hahs, i jus wanto see him and spend time with him. okies. hahas..
later, i got math log test, and also.. Business finance retest.. i dun wanto retake! i got 49, i retake, i will get 50! yesh.. so nice. so much DIFFERENCE! omg. im tired.. im so tired lahs. been workin since last thurs. thurs all the way to.. tues. yewks..
haiz.. i gtg now. take care!!
from Regynna 2 u @ 11:47 AM
Monday, August 08, 2005
i wan a new n nice blogskin leh my is too boring.. hehe.. reallis.. i think so, somemore is silent kind, omg.. i want those, nice musical box kind of.. blogskin. okok.. i am a com noob, and i duno anything bout how to du stuff like tt.. like, even how to change a blogskin. u know, someone could spend hours, jus trying to.. change their blogskin?
hahs, thats why i prefer lettin a friend du it for me!! haha, ya ALVIN?? ur gg to help me right... if not then its lokhai liaos.. u guys gt help.. im a NOOB, while u guys.. are EXPERTS..!!yah?? yahs... C!!
now im in econs lecture, my hp is out of batt, cant message Faizal, sad! n whats more, im workin later. cant see him, hahas.. but NVM. i understand, not like some ppl.. BUACKS.. disgusting. well anyway, i know there will be a big group coming to Pizza hut later, total of.. 17-20 peeps. then they want the front part of the dine-in tables, then we must arrange for them la! poor darina n me! hahas.. but what to do? we're paid. hahas.. buden, its a measly sum, 3.5/hr.. i know, ive said tt b4. hehes.. but, what harm do i get jus emphaisizing my exxtremely low pay?? hehe.
u know, jus by reading blogs, i can see whu have changed, and hu have not. ppl hu go to jc or poly, jus somehow change. even myself, but whether its for the better or for the worse.. n i dun think im the latter. rather the FORMER hehehe.. i very gd one, i think hahas.. well, i know hu to be good too.. those hu dun deserve it, jus BUZZ OFF..
yew, cant believe i had the same blogskin as her. yucks, im not as thickskin as her.. at least i admit tt im ugly. yew... i still metamorphasize le.. hahahs.. moron..
lalalalla, oke.. Lm04 is like fallin apart apart, grps dun stay together for long. i jus know tt.. TOO BAD. life is like tt, its whether u wanto choose how to look at it and not to admit to fate. cuz sometimes fate is wrong. hahas. like i always bump into Cunlai, he always smile smile at me. hahas.. everywhere okie.. on the bus, at the bp cc, at pizza hut, in sch, same class, same blk.. see? if i didnt have a bf, i would have thought, did god arrange this? but no, hahas.. i have a DARLING BOYFRIEND.. hu treats me.. the way i like it. hahas..
yah, im one lucky girl hu doesnt complain bout my bf publicly announcing it on blog, and im one lucky girl with such a nice bf! hahas, i know im lucky thus i appreciate him, n trust him. and treat him the best way i can, not jus when he du something nice to me.. hahas..
lala, if anyone smart knows me.. and can guess.. the whole paragraph above was pinpointing some moron. hahas.. but not the my bf part. yahsyhas.. hehehe.s.
i gtg now, take care!
from Regynna 2 u @ 3:49 PM
yeps, onli god knows how i feel. no matter how much i try to smile, only god knows.
im sick, tired, moody, sad, disappointed, worriesome.. n yet some ppl can say.. 'y u always so happy' OPEN UR BIG EYES
crying doesnt always mean ur upset, it means ur tryin to attract attention, backstabbin is not my kind of friendship, its called... TRAITOR
n trying to act gd with me, doesnt increase my likes for u.. i'll jus hate u more. hu am i referrin to? if ur guilty, then think.. it might jus be you..
also, will some ppl jus SHUT UP? so what if ur gd lookin, jus have to let ppl see you when they see you, dun have to announce, no wonder some ppl jus dun like you lahs.. ACCEPT THE FACT.. n if u cant, dun go crawlin to your brothers.. or whatever shit. okie. try acting pitiful, the whole worlds will jus hate you more lahs. not much... GD LUCK
olso, POLY is not the greatest thing in someone's life, but i know at least we have respect for ppl in JC? not like some Idiots, hu think tt JC is the only institution in singapore? hu knows, u might jus fail your A's.. wanto talk?? get gd results for ur a levels. then u come n talk, for the moment, go back buryin ur damn head in ur darn books. HOPE U DIE
okie, will some ppl jus think? think... oki think! use ur brains, its not there for decoration purpose.. OKEI! how du u seell.... 4 booklets.. in 3 days? what, eat it all up, flush it down the toilet bowl is a more likely solution. i dun blady care for this.. anymore okie. i am Quitting. she left, now im gona leave.
from Regynna 2 u @ 11:25 AM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
im feeling so sleepy now, jus sitting in atrium.. suppose to talk n at least do a teeny weeny bit on bca project with jaymie. but, we ate n talk.. n then.. wham! its.. 1.30 pm i gtg soon.. hahas.
oh well, thus, im bloggin now while still scanning through the problem. haha..
okie.. yesterday i did a very very bad thing.. no lahs.. i pon japanese class, cuz i wanted to complete my project for COMT. considerin that there's no one to help me. hahas.
budden.. i ended up gg home at the same time, i reached home about 8pm. cause i went to watch a movie with Faizal, it was called.. Marebito.. a jap show. bout DEROS. which is lame, non scary.. irritating, hard to understand.. and made me sleepy the whole time. yew.. waste.. 7bucks. on such a lousy thingy. hahs.
oke, then went home, on the way home, i worried alot bout not being able to complete my comt project.. but at last. it was done! hahas.. yehas.. i was so happy when we completed it, mrs sheryll said it was interesting, well.. Thanks YOU!! hahas. the onli thing i hate bout today is having to wear formally.. now im downing a white blouse.. and a black skirt. and flats.. which is hurting me. my feet are having such huge blisters.. i can hardly walk. ppl run through the rain.. i could onli limp slowly under the rain.. oh well.
hahas.. b4 it rained today, the sky had such huge huge black clouds. which kinda scared me.. looks like war of the worlds.. and then + the low rumbling of the thunder. i was as though some monster was lurking nearby. hah.. got the jitters.
hrm, should i apply for NYAA?? silver award.. applied for Bronze like 2 yrs ago, dun even know if mr koh submitted.. our stuf. i find that i was so wasted.. haiz, at least i can then.. tell ppl i have the bronze award. NVM!
hrm.. there r so many many things to du. and so little little time for me.. like.. projects afer project. hrms.. sad!! hahas..
then i worry bout not having the time to spend with Faizal.. then there is work, and ventures. ahas..
im so slppy.. haiz. ~yawnz~
GTG now, i 4pm goto works..
from Regynna 2 u @ 1:59 PM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
i duno whatssup with me, ive been feelin completely as a loss the last few days, i just dun feel like opening my mouth to talk to anyone. all i wanto do is isolate myself. away.. from ppl i dun like, away from a farce ive been facing the last 8 weeks or so.
all i look forward to everyday is faizal, he is the onli one that let my inner self show itself again, other than him. im hiding.. still hiding. i dun wanto be so concern of things which ppl ain concern about.
i have so much to do.. so much.. too much. too tired. so tired.. haiz.
from Regynna 2 u @ 10:47 AM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
jellos.. hahs.. im so tired. shacked and everything
right now, jus lazing at home. duin nth, bloggin n surfin n stuff..
im not feelin wells.. haha.. i dun jus PON for no reason okis.. hah.
headachy.. n stuff.. constipation.. yew.. n lethargy n stuff..
makes me real lazy.. somemore. the weather.. hahas.. cooling. but tt was after i decided to stay hme n nurse myself.
well, takin this opportunity to catch up with sch work, study, tutorials, study for tests.. did i tell u i failed BF?? thats accounts.. 49%. ahas.. yahs.. 1 more % and i pass. hahas.. the rest..
Intro to Logis.. 63% (C)
Econs........... 67% (C)
BCA............. 74% (B)
BF.............. 49% (E)
Maths........... 80% (A)
im in the b's range.. again..erm accordin to secondary sch grading that is.. as always. o levels also all B! but its onli common test, i cannot be complacent.. nor can i gif up right now. tutorials play a huge role not.. jus studyin. so does my projects play huge roles.. hahas.. oh well.s.
besides, im undder the pressure of a HUGE society.. thats the governement.. why?? i shall not reveal.. hees.. its TOP SECRET
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hrms..... gtg now.s.. better start on my work..
from Regynna 2 u @ 12:25 PM
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