 Wednesday, July 13, 2005
i wrote a super long entry yesterday... but it disappeared.. oh well..
dun u think
its sad to have a close friend jus suddenly shut away from ur life?
its sad to know tt he is suddenly shoving u aside??
for fear tt he may offend u again??
the fear of sumthing which might not happen again..
its sad to know.. tt he thinks.. everything he says.. is goin to hurt and den
he chooses.. (on his own) to not talk to his friend
is tt fair??
i duno if ur reading this
but u know
how much alot of us care for u
ur turnin ur back on us
i dun care hu ur nick refers too..
but i know we are also drifting away from u anw..
everytime i msg u or try to tok
u dun reply
u jus gif me the cold shoulder
is tt fair to anyone of us?
y should a happy friendship
like ours..
turn so sour in a mere.. 7 wks..
u tell me?
if u say everything u say will somehow offend
then why didnt it happen 2 wks.. into the term?
why onli after 6 wks?
ur very shalllow.. ur sarcastic
if u think whatever ur duin is right
then ur extremely wrong
very wrong
okie..
dun always rebutt what i have to say
ur not always right
its sad to know tt someone hu means so much to u
will actualli jus shoot u... right in the heart
the last person u thought u would get into a conflict with..
is actualli the first
all bcuz of something tt somehow.. din really happen
its sad to know he said sorry but du it again
its sad to know he is doing what he likes..
he dun care bout u
even though ur almost dying thinkin bout it all the damn blady time
i know what ur gona say when u see all tt
u didnt ask me to think
ask me to stop acting
yah
i know u..
u are egoistic
uve got so much pride
hope time will go back to the last time
when he would msg me first in msn
said hey i saw u jus now
n stuff like tt
msg durin classes
but no
all tt have stopped..
when u would joke with me no matter what
n now.. u say uve got nothin to say to me
is tt hurting?
if i were to tell u tt
ive got nothing to say to u when i used to always try and start a conversation no matter what..
how would u feel?
ur going the wrong way in thinkin bout tis matter
ur so-called solution aint gona help at all
haiz..
i dun even feel like.. having a birthday
one i thought would leave a lastin impact would leave a nasty.. impact
haiz..
n now, i got to go study
my internet is so down
im so sick of it
my dog is goin crazy
yew...
haiz..
from Regynna 2 u @ 12:11 PM
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