Thursday, April 21, 2005
actualli i have many reasons to be angry n upset n be realli pissed of.. know y.. cuz i've got ppl hu r around me.. hu r the same.. they r jus so unreasonable..
haiz.. im so angry lahz.. the moment my parents step into the hse, they make so much noise.. ok.. n furthermore, yina n jasmine was here.. im not embarassed.. they're jus duin tt to themselves.. i could have screamed at them man.. i dun fuckin care...
the rice cooker, i wasnt hme the whole freakin day today, i couldnt wash the cooker, duh?? it was in the basin, on top of a plate n fork, i lifted the cooker n washed the plate n fork.. i didnt have the time for the cooker.. ya, so i left it there.. nite time, mother comes in n spots it, n scold me like anything.. why nv wash.. lazy lah.. tis n tt.. w/o askin.. y!! y!!!! im no maid.. i didnt eat dinner at hme.
im tired lahz... haiz, my father wont quit messin around with the dog, he jus likes to scare it, if it dies sooner then it should i know hu to blame.. it isnt us, its him. he thinks he is so big scaring a dog.. whats up.. cant pick somthing ur own size?? i was so worried for it, cuz it was leashed.. it kps wantin to back away from my father.. the leash caught onto its neck, told nytta to put him at the back, she say nvm.. then i see my dad.. disturbin it again so i warned nytta n she did.. what my father say?? " only know how to order ppl, duno how to do it urself.. huh feed also mus call n ask ppl to feed.. duno how to feed ur own" fuck it.. okie, he was referrin to yesterday. i was late to feed rocky, i called hme askin my sster to feed first, is tt wrong???? hell no!!
then jus now?? my mum ask me to pull her white hair.. im tired.. n shacked.. n when i dun wan means i dun wan... then she started sayin what kind of daughters.. huh.. what shit, what lah.. now ask u du a little bit thing also dun wan.. next time sure wont gif money.. threatens to pull the internet connection wire.. n did.. childish act.. i refused.. say so many things.. like not filial, ya n when i pull for her? she does nth, nth at all.. i am very angry inside.. n upset.. very very upset.. i wanted to shout.. " like u are a gd mother to me.. what have u done as a gd mother?? " nth.. ppl have to cook dinner for me.. cuz my mum dun!! then talks bout the hp bill... if she dun wanto to pay.. then DUN... i can throw the damn hp away.. now she takes my hp. away.. fine! its not my everything okie..
pissed......
from Regynna 2 u @ 11:50 PM
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