 Wednesday, March 09, 2005
This is just me and my life again, I wonder what’s going to change in the future. I may not have everything now but I may have everything later, or I may have nothing. The future is not certain for everyone, which does not just leave me to the problem. I am not alone, nobody is ever alone. Even the rare or the seldom has companions, only too far away. I am neither a writer nor a poet, all I do is listen to the music and go where life takes me too, do I have much of a choice? I am just a teenager whose decisions are not mine to make. The older ones decide and shape my life, do I like that route? Or am I just following blindly? Do I have a choice to rebel? I do, but what will come out of it? Nothing comes out of everything, there is no reason to argue and cause the unnecessary tension. Internet is my past time but when parents do not foot the bill, your past time disappears. See how everything lies in their hands? I can take revenge so called, but I am not a mean lady. I show gratitude to them for shaping my life till the way I am today. The way I understand how they are shaping the rest of my life. The way I understand that an F9 to a B3 grade for additional mathematics is a little mini achievement for me.
Hmm.. so formal. Well, I actually want to blog but my internet has no connection cause my mother did not pay the bill. But it doesn’t really matter. Alright, don’t ask me where I am going, going to poly. Singapore poly, taking nautical studies for DAE and business administration as first choice for JAE. Ok, gtg now.
from Regynna 2 u @ 8:38 PM
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