 Saturday, December 25, 2004
hey ppl.. im so sian.. dun feel any.. special. like no christmas.. its the first time eva tt im feeling this way in 16 yrs. hah.. maybe its all the work.. during the pass wks. then... i jus get used to the routine n stuff.. then when sumthinn special comes along its jus another day.. to me. also.. no one to go out with.. i was expecting a class gatherin or sumthin.. where everyone exchange gifts n stuff.. i think everyone is waitin for everybody else to suggest sumthin.. xmas.. marks. the end of the yr as well.. ha.. siala.. so fast..
anw.. weds.. i went to be a promoter to try out the blady job.. n it sucks.. all the way at parkway parade with no one else familiar with me.. a stranger in a foriegn area... abit sad.. i was left there to fend for myself.. with a whole display sets of knives.. 49.90 a set.. hu the fuck is gona buy tT? during xmas? ha.. what a joke.. i stood there from 1.30pm.. to 5pm.. yeah dinner.. normally at fan yoong.. 5pm means home sweet home.. at pp.. no way.. i roamed the mall for 45 mins.. missed dinner and went back.. standin.. staring at the ceilin.. till 9pm..well all tt for 50 bucks... but a super active gerl like me.. askin me to du such a job everyday.. i'll freak..out jus thinkin bout it.. well actualli.. i almost went crazy tt day itself.. called fel.. and told her.. im nv doin the job again.. n i went back to fan yoong. where i earn 35 a day.. howeva there's a more homely atmosphere there with many aunties to take care of.. u and worry for u.. and also scold lah.. but fel n me seldom kena lorh.. we gerls mah.. right fel?
im preety upset.. too tt.. so many of my dearest classmates are goin to pjc for the first 3 mths.. n me.. all the way in MI.. it sucks big time also.. jus thinkin bout it.. it wont be the same .. lets say.. for eg.. o levels.. results i manage to make it to pjc at long last.. howevea.. it wouldn be the same..in fact there might be problems.. joining.. them back onli after 3 mths.. it wont feel the same.. they are so close already.. ha.. then a stupid MI moron joins them.. abit.. out of place. well.. i hope the survivors.. who are goin to acjc.. DIE! ha.. better get tekan until.. they feel like.. they should haf gone to the dumpster n talk to the rubbish instead.. u know.. go crazy? yep... i will thank God.. okeiokei.. nitez..
from Regynna 2 u @ 2:11 AM
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