Saturday, September 25, 2004
ha.. pink is nice okie.. i know i use to not like pink.. but its a decent colour... but it doesnt mean tt those hu like pink are innocent.. hehe.. esp referrin to.... :) okie.. im bored.. but.. not realli lah.. jus the thot that i haf to get back buryin my head back into my books again irks me..
i just came back from dinner with nurulia.. at kim san leng.. wanted to eat the mixed rice but ended up haf to eat... prawn noodle.. so cartoon.. cuz the mixed rice so mani ppl.. irritating..okok la.. but i eat until damn full.. one pathetic bowl of prawn noodle n im bloated.. tts why i cannot eat almk.. today was spent in school.. the whole mornin to be exact.. 8am to 1pm was a maths.. on relative velocity.. wth du they wan with me.. my life? used.. up every energy of my studyin spirit.. until when i went hme.. to see gan didi... i so wanto jus stay there and see him.. than slp... than wake up.. aye.. old liao.. 61yrs old.. than i know im dying soon.. so cont'd sleepin.. how nice.. than went to games rm study with nurulia and yina.. yina wanted to see her 7pm show. .. so dinner was left with me n nurulia. but it was fine!! haha... full dinner.. washed down with the perfume green tea... (justea).. hehe
we saw this duplicate of yee wei jus now... and a lousy photocopy of elaine.. the sec two one.. haha.. my sister's friends.. haha.. yeewei ah.. u got duplicate sia.. think tt one can more be ur twin than mk.. same fairness than talk also same sia.. onli thing she is primary six.. n unfortunately taller than u.. haha. but.. it doesnt matter.. hah.. both also so pretty.. hahahah..btw.. her name is... jiajia.. nice right..
i duno why.. but i feel tis impendin pressure on me.. and it wont go away.. i failed a maths paper one and i have to pass in order to get into at least a JC.. cuz i totally duno what to du in poly... im not scared of having nth to du in the first 3 months... ive got work.. prepared.. haah.. with david's help.. yahr? hrm.. i so scared sia.. of course my classmates are also scared.. if secondary one and two i could do it.. why not tis sec 4 yr? o levels.. arent meant to kill us... why must i be so scared of it? jus du it like any normal end year exam.. onli tt this is held in november.. aha right not.. nurulia... i kp askin you cuz i know u rd.. my blog mah.. and amanda.. too if she comes in.. haha..
erh... i duno.. but i know tt my abang.. is realli stress that bout his studies.. totally want him to chill.. but its not the time to play go out.. to the movies and relac... so i seriously.. although i feel for him.. i feel extremely helpless bout it.. and thats not a nice feeling.. its jus like wacthing someone.. almost.. gettin drowned.. you wanto help but ur being tied up urself.. how awful can tt be? especially when its to the one you love? truly love.. hrm..
so funny.. suddenly turn to blue colour.. haha... tmr would be another hectic day for me.. nurulia.. and yina.. study and study... its makin me go bonkers.. i can jus run infront of an oncoming car.. and BANG.. byebye.. thats nice.. or maybe... turn on the kitchen gas.. and stay in there.. and jus die.. hh.. tts nice too.. slow.. death.. know what.. if my prelims.. i can get a 20 point... i think i will... be extemely extremely siao.. haha
byebye for now... i gtg and study lorh.. haha..
from Regynna 2 u @ 9:12 PM
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