ha... what a stupid title but anyway.. to be or not to be?? as in... i also as in what le.. haiz.. anyway.. i got my mt results back n its.. a B4.. i can say im quite satisfied with it.. but im unhappy cuz.. i knew that my mother would say that its too low a grade.. esp when i knoe what pulled me down.. none other then oral which i onli just passed... so irritating.. i have such a lack of confidence.. in myself n what i have to say.. i hesitate.. n.. what the.. english also like tt.. im done for this o levels.. everything isnt.. ideal.. i mean what was... finished humanities.. n english pre prelims already.. n they werent easy.. i wouldnt say i tried my best.. but i would say that i tried as far as i could go.. oh ya.. i going to retake o level mt loh.. i know abit waste time.. but.. since i got a chance why not just seize rather then stay with a B4.. i know.. i nd a lower grade for mt.. cuz my a maths cmi.. haiz.. cannot make it.. on a happier note.. haha... tmr.. its my one year annivarsary with faizal.. thats long.. we actually started counting.. days since last yr.. 14 august 03.. in his watch.. n jus now when i looked at it again.. its.. 365 days already.. so fast right? rmb.. tt time i was still wonderin if we would last 100 days.. been there n over that.. tts fast.. now its.. august again.. n november is my o level papers.. i gota du it.. im so damn pissed of getting scolded for things that i dun do.. i mean.. get the facts right b4 actualllli scolding.. whats most maddening is tt i get scolded cuz of other ppl's wrongduin.. if i shut up.. say i got attitude.. pull long face n stuff.. if i talk im also wrong.. think i dont ever ever.. go out with my family anymore.. haiz.. shucks.. kk.. toodles.. oh ya.. tmr.. morning.. 1.45am is the opening of olympics.. hah.. in athens.. i like the slow hymn.. to their shots.. haiyah.. kk. byebye..