Saturday, August 21, 2004| heylo.. dear blog.. so tired le.. duno why also.. even though there is no exam... have a blocked nose.. n feelin extremely.. lethargic.. probably all the exam.. brain juices being used up... n then now the brain onli left air.. furthermore.. we still have like.. maths after sch since yesterday... thurs.. which was right after the biology exam lo they poor thing.. not much time for them to relax a little.. hrm.. hope there'll be more hours in a day or sumthing.. like they say.. nth is impossible.. which brings me to sumthing else..
royston .. said.. its like impossible loh.. when he knew that i fail english.. haha.. correct.. n truthfully.. loh.. its so damn difficult.. n i failed.. what.. a toot.. i mean me lahz.. n to roy.. congrats.. kkk! its already a big achievement to pass... to charmaine also la.. get so high! haha.. genuine.. congratz!!!.. results.. for myself leh.. my e maths p1.. at least i passed by a mark.. n im happy.. dun expect too much from oneself.. u may disappoint urself even more.. n to jes.. nth is impossible applies here also... u n me.. n nurulia.. n basically all those battered and bruised maths.. standard ppl.. we sure can make it oke? jus nd lots n lots of practice.. jez. now had to go dinner with family as a normal friday procedure..and i was thinkinf quite alot bout the last few days.. i mean.. hah.. sumtimes ur own gerlfriends gif u an impression tt they sumhow dislike u? du u get tt feeling? mebbe cuz im a gerl myself i jus know how.. the gerls mind work.. yet sumtimes i also dun understand what the hell we gerls wan.. so irritating.. right not guys? hah... wish i can b a guy sumtimes.. totally.. no nd worry bout friendships n stuff.. cant b bothered kind of a mindset... but we gerls!! die die must be sensitive no matter how u try not to loh.. its like a terminal.. erh.. mental.. disorder.. hah.. hmm.. ive got one gerl friend.. at times of misunderstandin she would talk bad n complain to another ... and we happen to accidentally know.. got quite upset but tt we... didn care so much.. we just.. dismissed it as a big misunderstanding.. jus a few days ago.. she called me sumthin tt was not a nice comment.. jus passed it on.. sumhow i know sumthin was wrong.. i tried forgettin that with a smile.. today.. she gaf me.. a u-think-u-very-big-huh face... then.. my circuit of tolerance broke.. i became so cold towards her.. ha.. haiz..if u got a problem with me.. jus.. du the front stabbing.. dun backstab.. i totally hate backstabbers.. for mani reasons.... i hate him.. im getiin all the night blues again.. so bored and all with an e math paper one test tmr.. its all for the gud of us i know.. but its so so... tiring.. what can awaken me?? .. brands essence huh.. yee.. yucks.. i onli like the children one.. n.. there used to be an AKCLG grp.. its disbanded.. dun ask me what issit.. cuz im not allowed to reveal.. got seriously snapped at for duin tt.. sumtimes u jus hurt ppl without realizing it.. ahah.. and i like the way.. tracy called sumone a smelly bin today.. out of the blue.. smelly bin came out.. quite a funny.. adjective to use for a dumdum like tt person.. in fact its too lenient a phrase for such a dumdum.. oh ya.. we've got a BE URSELF DAY comin up in grss on the 3rd septemebr.. its when we can wear our casual stuff.. n.. jus be ourself.. also to raise funds on tt day.. so much fun haha... if only there was no o levels.. but its like.. 70 plus more days.. tts little.. prelim's in less than 4 wks.. haha.. quit tt.. erh.. bout the day.. there are no schoolon officially.. la.. as in studyin.. jus pure fun.. but i hope it would realli b pure fun.. ha.. den erh.. i'd be ransackin my project files in my rm cupboard.. where there are plenty of SVAP files which containe.. Fund raising project iddies..so that 4e1.. can clog the most.. be the most.. innovative and enterprising class.. go for it 4e1!! would u console sumone even though she gets higher than u in sum results? of course i would.. n u definitely.. would also what.. i mean.. whats he tryin to do now? jus feel he got sumthin up his sleeves.. n i dun like him!!! at all.. the same person i hate.. to the middle of the core... middle... of the middle of the middle.. if the core..tts very deep.. haha.. ooh ya... regarding.. the little dispute btw.. ys n felicia.. today.. i hope u both understands that giving in a step each would loosen the tension btw the both of u.. n when u quarrel do u both ever think.. of how many ppl u r affecting? i know this is caused by two classes.. but the clash has already melted.. n now.. ur quarrelin over .. spilt.. yet.. cleaned up alreadi milk.. its no use.. ur like... grabbin into air.. one shout tis side.. the other shout the other.. plz.. friends are very impt to each other.. dun let nth.. affect.. u all.. take it as im.. pleadin for it.. alright.. stop the.. quarreling.. its no use.. going over n over.. n coming back to where u started.. hmm.. n our gerls grp.. hah.. as a feedback from another gerl.. our girls not very united haiz.. but i sure hope it would be again.. i mean.. there are sum small disputed here n there.. n i hope.. everything would b back again soon.. kk la.. think i end it here.. toodles! no quotes.. today.. |
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